Aug 24, 2013


Its been a while, and I am pacing with life
Dreaming and daring...
Gracing the truth and unbelieving all the strive
Accepting and ignoring....

The changes of moods, the perplexing emotions
The crowd around and those changing notions
Day after day, I see my faith die
Below the folds of endless tries

The game they started, never seems to end
And i keep playing, expecting a change in trend

Real friends taking to those shameful acts
The lame arguments to those proven facts
Fancy dreams switching to the bitter truths
Real love in the name of fascinating hues

I feel disturbed, perturbed and diseased
Am ridiculed, deprived and decreased
I am suddenly started feeling out of the place
I am a misfit, yes I know ...its a disgrace

But I look beyond and i question myself 'WHY"
Who got me here? Was it just Me, You or I?
And i sink in my thoughts and I come to realize
I lacked the Real eyes to realize those LIES

No one is to be blamed, I take the blame on me
How could I be a pervert?.... unseeing the seen
Now I have reached where, nothing can be undone
I take on to a journey again, and I play shotguns


Its been a while, Several years slipped by, 
By Days & Hours, Another Era would Fly.....
And I have had a hard time, Understanding the mysteries
Now, I am unlearning the lessons, learning the trickery

What was earlier not so easy to Tame,
I decided to set it free and untamed
The Aroma, The Bliss, The Blossom, The Light
They have converted to a Moonless Night
The Innocence, The Truth, The Laughter evaded
The Manipulations and the Lies invaded

And every day, those chances go dim
Of the Light that shone, from within
I am Less of Me, and Less of Anything I dreamt to be
I am Changing drastically, I am Changing Within

The Change is my Power, my Power to Breathe
I am living undercover, I am living Beneath
Beneath the shades of Black & Grey
I dream to Change, the entire array

Recycling the Beliefs & Thoughts
To revise the yesteryear building blocks
I am unloading the burnt of past
I am reliving the lost and last

I am living and giving away
I am transcending, each passing day
Recovering the passion, I once left thin
I am unleashing the change within......