Sep 24, 2009

How It Never Occurred To Me?

How it never occurred to me that it was half past eight?
Though it always seemed to me that you are getting all delayed
I wonder why couldn't I see it then in your eyes
And how I couldn't look beyond those surprises
Its just so deafening and visibly louder now
That I had been so burnt and bitter to you
I sought respite in my own premise
And kept telling myself, I am out of disguise
I have romanced the pleasures and ditched the pains
But I am still hanging around and the fact remains

I cant call it the bliss, that I have been searching for
And I am yearning for the truth, like a sophomore
The pangs of my dreams, never seem to satiate me
Yet, I am perching in the woods of an uncalled destiny
I hold no grudges, I have no complaints
Yet I cant foster a living, with any restraints
I need my wings, to dream and to fly
And to scream out loud, I have a lot to live before I die.....
And I have come so far, leaving so much behind
That even if I wish to look at it, I can never rewind
I would still say, how I never thought of it before?
You, me and all of this and then, so much more......

Sep 16, 2009

Seperation (Judai)

Tanhaai ka ilma hai tumko bhi to,
Gham-e-Ishq mohabbat ke na poocho

Judaai ki hasrat, nahi karta koi sahib,
Rothe hain, tadapte hain, wo jo ishq kartey hain

Wo ek raat judaai ki, jab chandni ki roshani bhi saath nahi deti
Ek muddat ke baad yaar ka deedar ho to, aur koi dhun sunai nahi deti

Har pal ki judaai, tamaam umra pe bhari hai
Tujhse door saanse lena, meri kaisi laachari hai

Muskuratey hain kabhi, to ye jamaana kai naam de deta hai
Us sakhsa se poocho to sahi, jisne umra ruswaiyon mein guzaari hai

Hum teri chahat ke maarey hain,
Arson se tujhpe ye dil haarein hain
Ek baazi mohabbat ki humne bhi to haari hai

Ek intezaar hai, to us itefaaq ka
Jab tujhse ru ba ru ho sakengey
Hosh mein na gawaara ho ye manzar
To khwabon se hi basar kiya karengey